I have always been known as the guy who never did anything right, as a kid I got in trouble with the police, got in trouble at school … if someone could screw it up it was me. My first sense of doing something right, that I felt proud about, was when I got married.…someone was going to marry this guy.
When I got married, it was bad from day one, probably had been bad even before that. I took everything out on the people who cared about me, my wife and my kids. I did bad things to them. I have a lot of shame and guilt that doesn’t go away. My wife was too afraid to ask me to change, my daughters couldn’t either – imagine your kids being afraid of their dad.